Thursday, May 04, 2006

I feel like...

I'm inadequate.
And i think to myself- what's the point? What was the point in giving up ready access to my friends & family. Letting my hobbies fall to the wayside because I'm so guilty about having to study. Feeling so guilty about having to study that i don't enjoy myself anyways.
And to top it off, trying constantly to pick yourself off the ground after getting yelled at by doctors?

I don't know.
I just had a bad day.
And i miss people.


Hoa said...

How longer are you down there for? Once you've finished are you going to find work in NSW?

Set yourself some 'downtime' where you can do whatever and not feel guity, and work your ass off during 'uptime'.
Works for me when things get hectic.

And buy yourself a headset and tell all your friends/family to get skype []... at least they won't feel that far away then. :)

Jaye said...

I'm here for at least 2 more years..
I'm not sure about whether i'll be staying or going..
Right now, i'm in a rural hospital, which is challenging in all the ways it sounds like! WHich is good and bad.

Bad coz it seems such a long way away from people i know!

Will try skype! Thanks for the tips!